[11/09/2021]
I was always alone
And scared
I sang in the dark
To comfort myself
[11/08/2021]
When I opened Pandora’s box
The world tilted around
Then it tilted and tilted like a music box
Until the giraffe skipped a heartbeat
I’m pulling up a tree
I work as hard as a bee
The tree of life rejected me
I have holes all over
I’m dissolving
[11/01/2021]
Do I have to squeeze my tears out
What am I even crying about
All of my friends are depressed
But I can’t help them under stress
“I’m gonna get enough money to kill myself”
I said in the game
[10/31/2021]Hair
Im just listening to music and
Thinking about your curly hair
And her wavy hair
I have straight hair
I hate straight hair
Dark hair is the best
Dark curly or wavy hair is the best
Sometimes I want long hair myself
Most of the time I don’t
I want to have partners with long hair
So I don’t have to wash long hair myself
I have straight hair
I have no piercing
I have no tattoos
I don’t look cool
Even though I am
I want to kiss all my friends
I want to sleep side by side with them
And hold them
And hear them breathe
And feel their warmth
I’m so pansexual
And I’m so polyamorous
I love everyone
Who understands me
But that’s a high bar
People don’t really understand me
I fall in love
With whoever cares about me
I just want to
Sit on a train with him
And hold his hand
And look outside the window together
See the landscape change
See the stars
Like how we did in Vermont
And in the games
I like how your hair smells
And how her hair smells
And how his hair smells
[10/31/2021] Ghost - Halloween
[10/27/2021]
The pleasure of hands and teeth
I’m a child again with you
Biting a plastic bottle
Touching my scarf
Feeling the textiles
[10/22/2021] My Brain is Made of Soup
My brain is made of soup
My brain is made of soup
My brain is in a jar
My brain is gespazcho
My brain has many doors
My brain has many doors
You kicked the door too hard
And all the key holes exploded
[10/13/2021]
Fire, an insanely human invention
[10/06/2021]
This goat cheese smells like men
I have to eat it to be polite
[10/05/2021]
Time is a liquid
Safety is a privilege
[10/02/2021]
I feel held
When I hold someone
Words don’t make sense
Touch does
I feel heard
When I hear someone
I think, through your pain
I see myself
If you are a bird
Trapped in a cage
And the only thing you could do while growing up was to groom your feathers and maybe learn a foreign language
Would you be too scared to fly
Would you be too scared to fly
[09/25/2021]
yes, things are real!
famous people are real.
car crashes are real.
deaths are real.
greatness is real.
[09/17/2021]
I was inside you
Then you crashed
You made me alive
But I killed you
You are my mother
You are my car
Too much nurturing
Too much protecting
I played funeral March
In an alternate universe
Nothing had happened
[09/05/2021]
I can’t say I love you to a man
He’s gonna rape me
[08/31/2021]
If I’m not seen then I’m safe
If I am seen then I’m in danger
[08/30/2021]
I can’t stand their heart beating
I’m afraid that it would stop
So I’m gonna make it stop
[08/27/2021]
I’m gonna swallow you whole
[08/25/2021]
i sometimes feel like --
girls are so cute!
and i'm too ugly to be a woman
coz women are supposed to be beautiful
[08/23/2021]
游泳馆门口的烤肠
[08/09/2021] That's the Only Way
Bedsheets
Oh the bedsheets
Stained with
Piss, cum and period blood
Fingers
Over fingers
On our
Bodies, I feel like a flood
Rip my mask off!
I’m gonna be one with you
I feed off of you
And you feed off of me too
Your delicious milk
Your delicious milk
Much sweeter than the flood inside me
That’s the only way I know to love
[07/15/2021] (also related to [04/29/2021])
I’m screaming
I know it hurts my throat
But I have to
Or you won’t hear me
I have to carefully craft my pain into a flower
So that you would recognize it
And smell its fragrance
I’m a flower, a flower
Enjoy my body as your gift to your lover
[07/28/2021]
I have to have big boobs
For you to rest your head on
I wanna listen to your favorite song when I die
At this point crying is like masturbation
I think of you as I do it every day
Oh god
Now I even cry like you
Even my cat doesn’t want me
New people come like waves
Swipe and a new one appears
[07/28/2021]
I wanna earn money
But I’m an alien
In the US
I’m not a human
I have wired brains
My eyes look foreign
No I’m not trying to
Colonize earth
I just wanna show you
A different reality
Then you can decide
If I belong
A slice of banana
Mixed with earth
In a silver spoon
On the pacific shore
A slice of banana
Mixed with earth
In a silver spoon
On the pacific shore
I can’t decide
Where I belong
[04/29/2021] Lyrics / Song / Poem
I have to carefully craft my pain into a flower
So that you would recognize it
And smell its fragrance
If I wasn’t pretty I wouldn’t have been raped right
If I wasn’t smart they wouldn’t expect me to be the best
What sin am I blessed with
The curse of beauty and intelligence
I don’t want him to be like my ex boyfriend
To give up his sun for my nightmares
I don’t want him to be like my ex girlfriend
To drown in our shared endless pond
They said the system isn’t perfect
How come it put me in limbo
Sometimes I wanna live like a sunflower
Sometimes I wanna die like mr.grasshopper
But I can’t do anything, I’m trapped
[07/15/2021]
To use this word
Would kinda be like
Using you
Squeezing the lemon out of your juice
Picking the trees from the fruits
[07/15/2021]
I tie a knot
[07/14/2021]
Song 11/21/2020
My knife is too dull
But I can’t promise you that I won’t try again
When life is null
7/14/2021
I recall your face
But besides the angry glare I can’t see anything
I’m such a disgrace
[05/06/2021] Poem
I hope
One day
In another town
She’ll taste the same soup
That I made her that winter night
And she’ll think of me again
Maybe I didn’t love her
Wholeheartedly
But anyway
I’m nothing to her now
She won’t even think of me holding her
When she cries
But I still think of her
[02/16/2021]
The knife is too dull and all it can do is to scratch my skin
[01/08/2021] High
Faces, so many faces
Faces, faces
Planets, planets
Stones, stones
Seeing patterns
In pine cones
In the grass
In the snow
Each stone’s got a hole for it in the sand
But this one doesn’t
But this one doesn’t
This one’s got a magic wand
Two women asked me, “are you here”
But they are not there
But they are not there
They are my hallucinations
Synaptic plasticity is dying
[01/06/2021]
I’m finally able to
Listen to jun Togawa
Without thinking about you
[01/05/2021] Lactacing
Oh I'm lactating again
I'm a cow I'm a cow I'm a cow
Oh I'm lactating again
I'm a cow I'm a cow I'm a cow
[01/03/2021]
Just how common it is
To have another man
With the same name
From the same country
Be interested in you sexually
As that teacher
Who once said
“I don’t have to smoke
If I have sex regularly”
Who said,
“This is your choice
And if you start
You’ll have to promise
To not tell anyone on earth”
Who said,
“I wanted to be a porn star
Only if…”
I thought it didn’t traumatize me
My mom was way worse
My dad was way worse
But why do I now have a phobia
Of all French men
Why do I have a phobia
Of all men in suits
Why do I have a phobia
Of all older men
Why do I assume
That all guys just want to fuck
So I fuck them
So that they don’t have to rape me
Why is that I thought it was nothing
I thought I was the culprit
The principal did blame me
The principal did blame me
My mom did blame me
And she praised the principal for firing him
I was 17, he was 35
[12/31/2020]
I met all my friends on tinder
I don’t know how to make friends
I fucked all my friends from tinder
Note 7/14/2021
Make it a country song!!!
[12/24/2020] Christmas Song
(partially) piano:
voice:(Snowy holiday
Chilly emotion)
############
(bA bD F)
Oh it’s so bright!
(G bD E)
So light!
I think I might
Do a snowball fight!
With Santa
(bE/F bA C)
And Rudolph
(bG bB bE) (bA C bE)
And my lovely snowwoman
I’ve got a home
Made out of foam
So when it snows
It’ll turn into a dough
That you can eat
And lose your calories
So sweet,
Such sweet memories
Capitalism drives santa crazy
Slave labor is cheap so he is lazy
He doesn’t crawl into your chimney anymore
Amazon delivers gifts to your door
White Christmas
COVID-19
[11/24/2020]
When the sunshine comes through your window
Amidst the thawing snow
[10/27/2020]
I’m a cow I’m a cow I’m a cow
I produce milk produce milk produce milk
Gotta squeeze it outta my titties
Gotta squeeze gotta squeeze
[10/10/2020]
I’m not a cool person
I don’t make good art
How can I feel the pain of nothingness
I’m gonna throw up
Please allow me to puke
Into the mouth of the toilet
And when I’m all inside out you can fill me up
And I love you, I do,
But men in suits scare me
How can I know that you’ll never wear a suit?
Would you hold my hand
As I fall asleep
I can’t balance my body in my dreams
And I’m not supposed to be jealous, but I am
Am I just using people
She’s lived a much cooler life than I have
She’s lived a much cooler life
And I just wanna vomit
I just wanna vomit
There’s a revolution in my stomach
And my food pipe is dysphoric
[10/04/2020] Facebook Friend List
I’m being a lonely bitch
Looking through my Facebook friends list
Again and again
Catching fishes I can talk with
[10/01/2020]
god I’m so ashamed of myself
please bury me without even looking at me
[09/08/2020] There's a Dead Bee on my Window
[08/13/2020]
Chinese girls are chasing after my russian ex
Yo I really hope they don’t have gag reflex
She said I wanna fuck you into the bedside drawer
She said I wanna fuck you until you meow like a cat
Oh hey hey hey
Wear your toxic masculinity
Oh yay yay yay
Throw away a disabled kid
Just earn more money and hide your emotions
[08/06/2020]
I keep staring at my knife
[06/26/2020]
I picked you up from a trash can
You weren’t given birth
And you weren’t granted death
I cut you open and sewed you up
So you’re forever mine
No one else would accept your scar
I shut your mouth and made you smile
You like the assembly line
It gives you a number and a name
[06/11/2020] I Always Cry When I Think Of You
I always cry when I think of you
Even though what I think isn’t true
You’re the key
To my destiny
Then I set the whole dream on fire
I always shake when I’m in a dream
I always tell everyone to scream
Raped by men
Loved by girls
I didn’t see my husband’s head cut off
He was a murderer but I love him so
I still do,
[05/08/2020] I'm a huge baby
I’m a huge baby
Waiting for someone to rescue me
I’m lying on the couch
Looking at your fat belly
I do nothing all day
This world isn’t real anyway
I’m waiting for someone
To wake me up, wake me up
They’re hunting me, hunting me
Ooh ooh ohh
I see the ghosts, see the ghosts
And hear them whisper
They stick needles into my skin
weee weee weee
They force me to choose between
the demon and the angel
But i can’t just move on
I have so much to lose, not just my chains
My body is bursting
My head is turning into a galaxy
[05/08/2020] I keep dreaming about my dad raping me
I keep dreaming about my dad raping me
And I had a fight with my mom
I recorded the sound with my dad
But it got erased
Mom took me to hospital and they sucked all my body fat out from a machine
And told me that the body fat contains something from my dad
I keep dreaming about my dad raping me
I keep dreaming about my dad raping me
In reality he touches my thigh my neck my back inside my cloth
Hugs me from behind in front of the whole family
Call me his lover from the past life like yo you have to listen to me chick
But he never does that his sister his mother nor his wife
[04/14/2020]
I stand
on the top of a hill
I see the forest
fading into dust
apples fall from trees
but snakes don’t exist
chickens are there
before eggs appear
I conquered the world
with my sword and pickaxe
But loneliness creeps in
as I see animals breed
I can’t hug a human
and I can’t pet a pet
I don’t need baths
and I don’t need sleep
I built a glasshouse
in the middle of the air
[04/12/2020]Stinky Little Mitski
Stinky stinky little Mitski
Runs into the trash
And pulls out a piece of bread
and bites into it
Stinky little Mitski
Hides under the bed
Jumps onto the window
Listens to all the birds
Stinky little Mitski jumping around
Hides under the couch
But where is her blue mouse
and where are her bottle caps
Stinky little Mitski where have you been
you're all over the place
Stinky little Mitski when you look outside of the window
What are you thinking
You like to eat strings
You like to eat strings
Stinky little Mitski
oooooooooooooooohh
[03/20/2020]Rhymes w/ Lucas
Lucas Siegel, do you drink diesel
Donald Trump, are you a pump
Barack Obama, you’re just a lil’ llama
Kim Jong-un, a steamed long racoon
Vladimir Putin,
[03/14/2020]
I was religious without a religion
[03/11/2020] Volcano
I tell you I love you
But I’ve always been doubting it (ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I see you I warn you
I’m a toxic fungus sprouting (on your body)
Oh let me come out of my hole
Spring is coming, I am awakening
My hair is made of snakes
they are moving, moving, moving towards you
I’m just another dramatic bitch
that you accidentally swiped right on
I talk to nobody but my window
and I look at it while I ride you
Erupt, erupt, fill me with your lava
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (*(björk like)*)
Erupt, erupt, fill me with your lava
Burn this house down and turn me into ashes
(music)
You woke up you got scared
Solheimajökull is melting, polar bears are dying
You brush your teeth you look fine
But on your hands is a dance party for coronavirus
Oh let me come out of my world
Future is coming, I am crawling
No longer wearing smelly diapers
I stand up, stand up, stand up, and becomes a woman
I’m just another dramatic bitch
that you accidentally swiped right on
I talk to nobody but my rain cloud
and I look at it while I ride you
Erupt, erupt, fill me with your lava
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (*(björk like)*)
Erupt, erupt, fill me with your lava
Burn this house down and turn me into ashes
[03/06/2020] ##
I’m just another traumatic bitch
That you accidentally swiped right on
[01/04/2020] The Goddess of Birth
I wanted to cut her head off
And throw it from the 24th floor
Let it roll down the flowery hill
And rot right next to the ocean
It looks like a bloody coconut
Only with white hair dyed black
As dead as a stone but it breathes
And spits its fluorescent venom
Are you going to kill me again?
I’ve died once already
In your womb you murdered me
Do you still sustain on my tears?
Goddess of birth, you’re also
The Goddess of death
The umbilical cord connected us
I’m the clown, you’re the queen
Now I’m sitting next to her
On a trip to Thailand
She tells me to stop staring at my phone
Coz it would make her dizzy
Oh I look like a giant teddy bear
So dumb, so soft, so contentless
But every other teddy bear I met
Said I’m so interesting and passionate
I’ve died once already
In your womb you murdered me
Do you still sustain on my tears?
Goddess of birth, you’re also
The Goddess of death
The umbilical cord connected us
I’m the clown, you’re the queen
[12/15/2019]Trump
My name is Donald J. Trump
And I have super small hands
My wife hasn't held my hands for a while
she's invading our wall, only a mile
from us
My name is Donald J. Trump
And I can't ever make my wife come
I haven't talked to her in a week
She thinks I'm just too meek
My name is Donald J. Trump
And my hands are so fucking small
My wife thinks I'm really tall
But I can't even reach her G-spot
My name is Donald J. Trump
And I have super small hands
My name is Donald J. Trump
And I have super small hands, super small hands, supper small hands
[11/25/2019]She created two holes on my forearm
She created two holes on my forearm
Her eyes glow in dark
Her teeth are like a vampire’s!
As daunting as a shark
She moves like a ghost
Without a trace, around the globe
But she’s so erratic!
I think she might be overdosed
Du du du du du du du du du
Meow meow
Du du du du du du du du du
Meow meow
She thinks I am her big toy
Whose life she should destroy
She tryna steal food from my plate!
And fart when she’s annoyed
She wouldn’t mind another scratch
Or bite me after eating trash
But when she gets near the water
All she wants is splash!
La la la la la la la la la la
Meow meow
La la la la la la la la la la
Meow meow
She likes to sit by the window and stare
At the people, the trees, the cars, and the air
I don’t know if she likes the world
If she feels happiness or despair
She’s a bad bad demon in disguise
Well, she could be an angel otherwise
She’s a miracle hiding in corners
Waiting to give you a surprise
Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba
Meow meow
Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba
Meow meow
[11/18/2019] Navy Blue Hat
C-Am-F-G
I don’t know why
I wanted to knit a hat
A navy blue hat for you
In the winter it’ll keep you warm
I went to noho with a friend
And picked the navy blue yarn
Started it in Dobra tea
And brought it back home
I watched master of none
Second time without you
I finished the second season
There’s no more season to come
I completed the hat in three days
And I went jogging this morning
Saw so many pretty hats
Mine is just not as good
But I hope you’ll like it
And not throw it away
Nevermind you’ll probably
Throw it away when you’re old
And when you have a family
Your kid’s gonna ask
Where is this hat from
And you gotta throw it away
Or you’re gonna tell them
It’s Santa Claus that brought it
It’s Santa Claus that I’ll return
This navy blue hat to
[11/17/2019] Lucas made this
Three dogs, fiddle dee dee
Swimming in the sea
One dog, fiddle doo dare
Came across a bear
Two dogs fiddle dee dee
Swimming in the sea
[08/17/2019]
I’m sick of it
Don’t forgive me
I’m a monster
Full of sin
I cut you open
I sucked your blood
I love you so much
Yet I ate you raw
Now you are no more
You’re a skeleton
And as your whore
I’m going to the guillotine
[08/03/2019]
Мама думает, что я беременна
Хотя я просто плачу
Я сука
если я беременна
никто не знает
кто отец ребенка
[07/29/2019]
I’m bold and italics
not a bald italian
just a word in a book
not a sword that he took
[07/22/2019] Русская Школа
Он ушёл из Росса
Держа кота
Смотрел на небо
Увидел булку хлеба
Хлеб полетел к нему
И ударил в голову
И сразу он забыл
Как по-грамматике жил
Русская школа,
Я даю тебе всё
Даже честное слово
Возьми ё моё
И Светлана Игоревна
Спросила его: как дела
Он совсем не понял
И мяу, мяу, кота обнял
Кот сбежал от него
Как баллон, легко
И поднялся до потолка
и закрыл глаза
Русская школа,
Я даю тебе всё
Даже честное слово
Возьми ё моё
Чтобы занять всю кровать
Кот пытался вопросы задать:
Вернёшься ли ты из бала?
Не хочешь у девушки спать?
Он шёл и вернулся в час
Взял не девушку, а квас
И чемодан красивые кошек
Которые жаждут кондиционер
Русская школа,
Я даю тебе всё
Даже честное слово
Возьми ё моё
Русская школа,
Я даю тебе всё
Даже честное слово
Возьми ё моё
他离开了Ross
手里拿着（公）猫
望向天空
看见一卷面包
面包向他飞来
撞到了头上
他立刻忘记了
如何符合语法地生活
【副歌部分】
俄语学校
我给了你所有
甚至language pledge
带走属于我的
（我老师的名字）
问他：你怎么样了
他根本没听懂
喵喵抱紧了猫
猫从他那里逃走
像气球一样轻盈
漂浮到了天花板上
然后闭上了眼睛
【副歌部分】
为了占有一整张床
猫尝试着问问题：
你今晚会从舞会回来吗？
不想找个妹子睡她那儿吗？
他离开了，在一点钟返回
没有带妹子，而带了格瓦斯
以及一整箱美丽的母猫
她们渴求空调
【副歌部分】 【副歌部分】
[06/29/2019]
Ты меня спросила, хочу ли я мороженное
И я тебя ответила, почему нет
Потом мы его получили, во время свободное
Никого не показались, и своему пели:
Мороженное
Мороженное
Мороженное
Наш путь озарило
Великое мороженное
Ты мой милый ребёнок
Я тебя родила, и тебя съем!
[06/29/2019]
Где в мире можно пить бесплатно
Водку, пиво, и чашку лимонада
Как в небе можно летать автоматно
Приватно
[06/12/2019]
Я нашла мужчину
С которым я трахаю
У него большой хуй
Сказал меня здравствуй
Когда мы трахаем
Мы не знаем зачем -
Птица в дереве
Поëт как человек
Я нашёл женщину
С которой я трахаю
У неё большая грудь
Я не могу забудь
Когда мы трахаем
Мы не знаем зачем -
Луна не прячется от нас
Нас только смотрит ананас
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
Мы ждём до Ленин умер
Мы ждём до Сталин умер
Мы ждём до Советский Союз
одурачит арбуз
Мы ждём до Трамп сказал
давай бомбить ленинградский вокзал
Мы ждём коммунизма вернутся
И капиталисты все поются
«Наконец вы выиграли,
Вы знаете всё мы не знали.»
И мы поем, трахая друг дугра:
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
Мы не знаем -
[04/23/2019] Trip to Hospital
Thought I’d harm myself with Popsicles
The police took me to Hospital
First putting me on Handcuffs
Like a mother-fearing Mancub
Then drove me all the way to BGH
As I call and shout in this shitty Cage
And left me awwwwwwefully alone to Wait
For eight, nine, ten hours Straight
We are doing this to help you
Oh you, poor you
We understand what you’ve been through
Oh you, poor you
What medications do you Have?
Oh just risperidone and proZac
Any alcohol, drugs or Smoke?
No, my taste is much more Baroque
Traveled abroad in past three Weeks?
You’ve underestimated me, so to Speak
Just gimme time, money and a Pal
I’ll travel like hell, be the coolest Gal
We are doing this to help you
Oh you, poor you
We understand what you’ve been through
Oh you, poor you
[03/31/2019]
There underneath the willow
Lies my innocent bed fellow
Who came down to his knees
Just to lick melted cheese
Melted cheese on my foot
Makes him say “madarchod”
Oh but he’s no Rama
And I’m no fucking Sita
We’re just living our own lives
Until the mice eat all the chives
[03/31/2019]
Hey, how’s everything going
I’ve been wasting my time doing nothing
Just lying on my bed and thinking
About the mysterious ways of living
I turned around and saw your photo
Taken in Williston library of Moho
You looked as strong and dark as a buffalo
[03/27/2019]
Pickling my feet with burning water and flowers
Sweat trickling down my cheek, bumbumbumbum-
Whistling with a beat, a yearning daughter waitin’ for hours
That’s me that’s me, the dead skin’s turning sour
Tomorrow’s the second time I’m gonna meet you
Across the atlantics, past the fences of EU
My feet will be perfectly smooth
After all these years I hope I’m not uncouth
I know it was you that I fell in love with
Though we could never be, you’re an alien to begin with
[03/10/2019]黄花大闺女
洁身自好
2017/8/14
《洁身自好》
黄花大闺女
女孩子要洁身自好
也不许吹口哨
跷什么二郎腿
头也不梳太颓废
半斤啤酒还不够吗
未来的丈夫会怎么想
穿的这么暴露干嘛
走在路上勾引流氓
黄花大闺女 黄花大闺女
女孩子就该有女孩子的样
【口哨】
女儿，我教你防狼术！
hohohahi
嘿嘿，再送你个套套
heeheeheehee
这又不要紧我是男的
我可以喝酒抽烟
我被灌醉了又不吃亏
你这样以后嫁不出去
你得洁身自好
黄花大闺女 黄花大闺女
女孩子就该有女孩子的样
半斤啤酒还不够吗
未来的丈夫会怎么想
穿的这么暴露干嘛
走在路上勾引流氓
黄花大闺女 黄花大闺女
女孩子就该有女孩子的样
[02/14/2019] Vine
Vine - a song dedicated to toxic relationships
Lyrics by Minyuan Lu
Melody by Minyuan Lu
3/10/2019
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I feel like a vine instead of a tree
I grow around you, oh, I grow around you
Your eyes are so beautiful and free
And the sunlight’s shining through
(I devour your love and take it for granted)
One day I sucked away your nutrition
Long ago we both knew that’s your fate
And you withered slow and sad
Until I couldn’t handle my own weight
So I unloaded myself from your dead body and crawled away, way, way…
To another tree, a tree that isn’t you
(I feel good under many tree’s stare
I feel good to be scrutinized
I feel good to be a body being shared
how ironic it is)
Being incredibly lonely
A D A D
E D E D
Bm
[12/30/2018]
There’s an apartment in the core of Napoli
With big wooden doors and a small elevator
It’s too hot and the pizza is rotten in the counter
On the bed sexy Peppe lies with pepper
The windows are open but the pepper is too hot
So we ate the pepper and drank some water
But the water from the well isn’t for good daughters
Because the well person has run off with his sister in law
[09/27/2018]
Rain was falling at a precise point on her face
As if a finger is striking a precise note on the piano
The piano was blue and her face was red
From running away from home to forest
It was a dream where she flew and flew
A bird with freedom but hunted by men
There they held gun and rifles and needles and knives
They tried to shot her but she flew and flew
Of course she’s tired she’s been flying so long
Everything in her mind is going wrong
[07/05/2018]
他不是那种会戴戒指的男人
那我就把他的爪子拔掉
一个、两个、三个、四个
五个、六个、七个、八个
九个、十个、数到十、全拔掉
噢亲爱的，我把你的舌头咬断了
我把你的胃呕出来了
在这静谧的夜晚
我肚子里的生命跳跃着
像火焰
穿梭在钢筋混凝土之间的我
找不到一根可供下咽的草
变成食肉动物吧！
让我吃掉更凶残的你
我不知道，我为什么这么频繁地抖腿
我是破茧而出的蝴蝶吗？
祝英台在扇动翅膀飞啊飞。
[06/28/2018]
She was quiet and contained
Like the small town that we lived in
[06/26/2018] Explode
explode.m4a explode_2.m4aYou are busy
She is busy
He is busy
They are busy
But I am free
and enslaved
Tree is green
Sun is yellow
Blood is red
Ocean is blue
But I am grey
Oh, I am grey
All the thoughts
are inside my head
and kicking
kicking my skull
shaking
shaking my neurons
I’m gonna hide
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna desiccate
oh, explode
like a ballon
[06/24/2018]Ten Girlfriends
You live with your ten
ex girlfriends
But none of them are as beautiful as Mary Ann
who lifts her head high
and never lies
and her mother would benefit from marriage
and you know you couldn't live without her
you know you couldn't live without her
But you had nine other girlfriends
[06/16/2017] Genius
[06/01/2017] The Shrimp
Here I come
From the heaven to the hell
And see you
Curled like a shrimp
And hide in your safety sheel
Right here
[05/10/2017] Clown On A String
Xxxxxxx
[05/09/2017] Promise
I think I love him
But it's too vulnerable to say
I feel it
But it's too vulnerable to say
And whatever I promise
I can never fulfill
What I end up fulfilling
Is what I never promise
So I'd rather not say it
It's too cheesy to say it
It's too empty to say it
I'm not myself if I say it
He said, they can
touch your body but not your hair
But when I was in another's arm
I forgot about my hair
And whatever I promise
I can never fulfill
What I end up fulfilling
Is what I never promise